Merry Christmas..

Nothing special to celebrate with christmas actually.. Not becoz im not christian but is becoz i dun have money.. On the christmas eve 2006, my friends and I felt that wanna have a movie in cinema.. Who knows,when we reached the cinema, 'Night In The Museum' already full house... So, we have to cancel the plan and just had a window shopping.. that night, we just go to a hawker food street called 'Damai' to have our dinner... after the dinner, we went to sutera habour to snap photos.. Not becoz wanna countdown over there but jus becoz the decoration for christmas was nice and beautiful.. after the photo section, we went to a small pub at kk town... we had our time there buy playing cards and chatting with friends... I think, this christmas will be my final christmas that celebrate in kk.. next year's christmas, i might celebrate with my family, friends in penang...

lastly, nothing much... happy belated merry christmas to all my friends...

Bad luck

So bad luck.. i helped my friends to do the application for non resident of my uni.. But at last, my status still pending while their status (my friends) all approved !! SO mad !! what kind of system is UMS?? I already fed up with the way they are using to apply for non resident.. Everytime also need to re-register and the way that the officers treat us (student) not nice and not polite at all!! Do we need to beg so that we can get things done earlier?? I still couldn't understand...

Suddenly...

suddenly.. felt that the GOD love me so much... although i was born in a small family and my dad left my family so early, i didn't regret... im happy that i loved by my parents and my younger brother... Me-as my mother's daughter and my brother's sister, have to take the responsibility to take good care of them.. But not now.. after i graduate first la... hehe...

besides, i also felt happy to meet the people that still treat me as their friend... although there were some of the people who did hurt me after meet me.... (especially my net-friend.. they really just can be net-friend.. coz they can't accept the way i look like...)I very appreciate about all the things that my friends have done for me..

Now.. i knew who treat me nice n who didn't...

My dear friends... thanks for being my friends for so many years... although we seldom contact nowadays, it doesn't mean that i forgot u... I was too busy with my study...

hey friends, if u are free, u can always sms or even give me a call... Sometimes, I do need friendship support to help me to continue my study here...

Or... send mail to my email.. It's free !! No need to pay money.. Just need to take some times... hehe... tohspeng_mv@yahoo.com

take care and miss you all !!

I saw the photos

Thank you, c.ching.. thanks for sending me the link to view the gathering photos.. So happy to see mostly all of my form 6 closest friend 'face' in the photos... hehe.. Really miss you all !! Hope that will meet u all soon.. Im currently very very busy.. Like people said ‘Free to die but not free to sick'... im busy with a lot of assignments... just want to make sure that before i go back for fei's wedding, i have already finish all the assignments... See.. Im so good !! haha...

I get my last semester result (3.26)

Im satisfied with the result.. At least all i have done is worth it... I didn't expect that the Psychology Religion will get low gred... But now at least it is only 2 credit hours... So, didn't influence much on the result...

This coming semester, i have to put more effort and concentrade on study... I want to maintain the total marks so that I can grad in 2nd upper list... hehe... I hope so...

So worried...

I still can't find any company that offer me to do my industrial tranning... I also haven't make the dicision wanna do it in sabah or KL.. Very headache... If i can't find, I have to do the tranning in Academic Department of my uni!! Im not going to do the tranning there !! I want to gain more knowledge and don't want to stay in UMS only !! HELP !!

what does friendship means?

in my mind, friends are those who accept who you are and won't hurt you but today, i hurt by some of the people i thought they were my friends... I don't know y suddenly i hate them so much and can't forget the sentences they posted in a forum... Mayb im too stupid coz really treat them as my friend and they didn't care bout my feeling at all... now, i knew the real face of human! the people who always be nice to you sometimes won't be your real friend! they are just pretending and will a find a chance to shot you!!

It's really bored!

Im so boring stay in the house... Although i have a document need to type and print, but i don't have the mood to finish it up... How? People said human need to take a rest when tired! Now, see what happended in my life !! im already become lazy n lazier...

i bought ticket d

Im so happy to say that i can attend Fei wedding ad... Really waiting for that day to come... So happy that she found her loved one and will start her housewife life very soon... Got a bit jelous also lo... hehe.. Anyway, hope that eveything gonna be smooth on that day...

Exam again

Im having final exam now... Hope that everything will run smoothly... After exam, Im going to stay at sabah and have our day by organising a cooking and eating class but the registeration already closed !! anyway, i will tell you all the result after the classes finish later !

Im back again...

After so long, im able to come back to my online life... Actually Im in exam week now. This morning, i just did one paper which i thought was very hard to score... Now, im confident to say that out of 40 marks, i can get at least 30 marks...

Anyway, i still have 3 more papers to go and they are going to cause me crazy... These coming papers are difficuilt to spot the questions and need alot of effort to remember the key words... Especially is 'Psychology Religion', I really have no point how to start with it... I have to remember the words bout Islam and Al-Quran... It will takes my time...

she is really moody...

I have a housemate who is very moody... Sometimes, she will stop talking to everyone... Sometimes, she will be very friend to you... We won't know when is her bad mood day...

This few days she did something wrong but the problem already fixed by us... She didn't say sorry to anyone in this house but started to blame people and said that she was hurt by us... I think it was really a big joke !!! She refused to talk to anybody... So, we just kept quiet when see her...

Today, i think she was in good mood!! She started to talk to her roomate and S.Eng... We were so surprise !!! How can she act like a small child? Sometimes, we are wondering why she don't know the way to stay together in one house...

Really nice

Did you watch ' The Begining'? If u missed it, i tell u, it was really nice...

Last time, we used to say that Malaysia chinese series production is not good... But this one, after cooperate with Singapore Media Crop, it was nice and worth to take 1 hour to enjoy the show...

Today was 1st episod, all of housemates sat on the sofa and watched... We concentrated on the show and tried not to make any noice... Now, we all are waiting for 2nd episod, 3rd episod, 4th episod till the last episod !! For sure it will be very nice!! Support Malaysia actors is Malaysian's job...

I was there...

I was there when he throw the plates on the floor... Around 11pm yesterday, all of our housemates were cooking 'tang yuan' in the kitchen... Suddenly we were shock because we heard sounds from the house behind to ours... so, we went to my room and we 'watch' a live show which the husband was throwing plates on the floor and shout at the wife... He was really mad but she can't do anything... Just stand there and doing nothing...

We don't know why the man shout 'You thought I was died?' to his wife... Did she done something wrong that seems very serious? we were worried about her... Where she going to sleep? In her son's room? Or the husband went out and left her and their children in house?

When a wife did something wrong, the husband feels hard to forgive her... When a husband did something wrong, his wife will think about the family members and jus forgive him... Is that bcoz the wife really forgive him or she just want to settle the problem by keep quiet...

Family violence always happend around us... as a member of society, we must take our responsibility to control it... sometimes, only a single step will change the incident to happy ending...

She returns me the RM50

The friend who owe me RM50 returns me the money ad... I don't know what is the main reason but as long as she returns, I just take it...

anyway, thx ya !!

Finally...

Finally.... All of my major classes already finish... haha... Now, i can take a rest for..for..for.. 1 day and start to prepare for my final exams...

my final exam will takes me alot of time to do preparation, remember the keyword, spot the questions and key in all the definition in my mind !!! It is tough...

After my exam, i will have nearly 2 weeks holiday... Erm... I think i will stay at sabah coz no more $$ to buy air ticket to go back to penang...

so friend, if u got time and got credit, call me and chat in phone la... But please take notes that call me after my final exams, 14 November... Thanksie.... Love ya !!

So down...

the date of my friend's wedding had change... i might not going back to attend her wedding... SO BAD !!! I was wondering wat am i going to wear for her wedding dinner... now, no chanceand no need to think anymore...

Now, i jus need to wait for my next semester final exam schedule... If my exam is not so close to her wedding dinner, then i can go back to wish her !!!

Tired but worth it..

My friend from Penang came to sabah n visit me... I brought her to kundasang and kudat... we had our time there...

at kundasang, we over night at mersilau resthouse and we had a cool mooncake festival there... we took tanglung and hang on the tree... Really fun...

yesterday we went to ostrich farm and The Tip of Borneo... during at ostrich farm, we had a chace to ride on the ostrich and snap photos with baby ostrich... unluckily when we were at The Tip of Borneo, the wave is strong... so we cant go near to the sea and stand on the last stone which is close to the sea... haha...

At last...

We (housemates) have been suffered for 4 days... We were down and unhappy...

But tonight, we gathered again, and continue our job... Im not sure until wat time we will end the 'class' but for sure, we are volunteer to do so coz we can't effort to lose STREAMYX in our uni life...

Bad saturday

today is a bad saturday... Suddenly the motor i rent broke down and the shop owner said monday only they will come n get the motor... when i back to my house, the house water tangki broken!! So, my house owner is now repairing it !!!

one of my housemate received a message from her supervisor.. today she have to go to keningau n collect data !! it is a very big surprise coz the supervisor never inform them about this yesterday...

jus becoz i don't have any transport, so, my plan for tonight have to cancel !!!! actually i want to go to damai n have my dessert tonight !!! now, everything GONE !!!

why she is so stupid?

I don't know how to discribe my mum... Too kind or too stupid??
She is still believe on the person who had cheated her for many many times....
She cheated my mum's money and my money.. N now came back n asked for my mum's help again !!

She is actually my aunt... n honestly, i don't like her... She is a person who only cares about herself and never think of others... I hate her !!!

I told my mum not to believe on her anymore... but she told me that she will follow that CHEAP woman to go and see the situation then only decide... Once i decide not to believe a person, although she cry in front of me also i won't believe... But, my mum different... She still help her and willing to join her in another business !!! Oh My God !!! I really wish that i have a pair of wings and could fly back and stop my mum !!! I really meant it !!!

HELP !!!! What can I do?? Really let my mum to go along with that woman ??? I scared that one day, she will become rich and my family going to beg near the roadside !!!!

my midterm result

Today i went to class and after my class, all of my classmates went to check the marks for our midterm exam... ermm.. my result not so bad, just get half of the total marks... i knew that i didn't finish study all the chapters but i didn't expect i get such low marks... haih... so sad !!

I have to be hardworking for my final exam... Or else, im going to extend one semester...
GAMBATEH !!!

Take a rest

When i was tired, i always take a rest to refresh my mind... It will help me to continue my work more efficiently and even faster !!! But, it can only takes less than 1 hour.... Or else, i will become lazy and stop doing my work...

Just now, I went to mamak store with my housemates... We were there around 1 and half hours... n just becoz of that, Im here to update my blog... I haven't finish my 30 marks assignment that have to pass up on monday... this assignment will decide my result for this course... So, God... Please help me to concentrate on my assignment tomorrow... No more lazy and sleepy !! Thx... Ah Nee Tuo Fo... hehe...

RM50

What can u buy with RM50?? Maybe half tank of petrol? a bouquet of roses? For me, RM50 is enough for my dinner payment per month...

I used my own RM40 to help a friend to buy a bouquet of daisy (during convo) and pay her fine RM10 on the robe (jubah) that she returned late... She promised that she will pay me back the money. I was waiting and keep on sms her... until now, she is still owe me the money... So, what can I do? I just can wait and see either miracle will happend or not...

If you are reading this blog and you think that i was talking about you, then faster action to bank in the money for me !! Thanks !!

My mood

Yesterday night, I slept at 2am... I woke up at 11am just now.. I had a deep sleep and Im in good mood!!!

Last 2 days I got to know that one of my best friend going to get marry on March 2007. She is a important person in my life... We've been friend for nearly 6 years and when I was sad, she will be with me... When she was sad, I will always listen to her... Just becoz our relationship is so good, her father is now my god-father... But when I really meet with him, I still call him as uncle.. coz I haven't use to call him as god-father...

So, next year I won't back for chinese new year but will back during March... So, for my friends who wish to meet, I will back to Penang on 9 March and will back to Sabah on 11 or 12 march... Do contact me during that time !! See ya ...

my midnight life !!

Start from tomorrow, I need to sleep at midnight again, not to watch game show but to finish all my assignments... It is really a tough work... Im not even sure what my lecturer wants... He didn't give us a confirm answer about what we gonna include in the assignments... Everyone are 'blur blur' now and jus do what we knew and understand !!

A lecturer who is holding a Ph D, doesn't mean that he is good in teaching or guiding people... Usually, he will just say and forget on the next day... So, a new version of idea will come out and confuse the students... My lecturer, the assisstant dean of my school, always change his mind and likes to repeat the lecture he has done !! So, the lecture is always BORING !!

So, En Dahlan, please update yourself with new topics coz you are still young, don't act like old man who likes to repeat !! Lastly, hope that you would try your best to give us a real guideline for our assignments !! 30 marks is a very very big amount !! We are really concerned about it !!

University Life

When i was in form 6, my teacher told me that "Bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian". She asked me to be hardworking so that I can score my STPM. I refuse to listen to her. I had my "Honeymoon" years during lower and upper six. At last, i managed to get into university also with bad results...

When i get to know i manage to continue my study in UMS, i was thinking uni life is easy, relax and will always have fun ! But.. my uni life is always not free, not easy and not relax at all !!
There will be a lot of works to do, a lots of activities to join, a lots of things to learn !! Now, im 3rd year and also my final year... I started to feel heavy-hearted to leave this place where surrounded with islands and famous of its highest mountain in South-east Asia.

Joke

One day, MeiMei told her roommate that she will go to a hypermarket and asked she got anything to buy? The roommate (LiLi) asked MeiMei to buy her a plastic ruler. " The ruler is elastic, half transparent half grey, and 20cm." So, MeiMei go to the hyper market by her own.

At hyper market...

MeiMei went to the instant noodles part. She saw a pack of instant noodles (actually is koey teow) that is transparent. So, she took it and try to broke it but can't. So, it is elastic... Then, 20cm?? Ya.. the noodles is long, should reach 20cm de... Grey?? Maybe LiLi pronounce wrong kot?? Nevermind la... If she don't want, then I eat la... MeiMei went to pay and back to her house...
MeiMei show the noodles to LiLi, LiLi fainted !! Guess what?? Noodles is not ruler!! Becareful of the pronunciation ya MeiMei!!